It’s final, I’m going to be the class representative for the oratorical competition in this years Talk Fest.
It’s been always a dream for me to recite an oratorical piece. In fact, I’ve even turned down character portrayal two years ago. And now, my dream came true! I’m the representative for oration. But it seems like being an orator is one of my twisted dreams.
I’ve recited my piece yesterday and today to our english teacher. She told me that she’s not convinced with my delivery. 
 She even said that as if I’m reading my piece. I felt sad when she said that to me, but I have no choice but to accept it.
Yes, I know that my delivery is very poor. I have a very feminine voice. And I know because of this, I cannot persuade people. I cannot catch the attention of the audience. And, oration will only be a twisted dream.
This is my very chance to grasp that dream of mine and I don’t want to fail my section and my family, including those people who believed in me that I can do it, and, of course, myself.
I’ll do it no matter what. I still have 5 days before my big day. I got an ample time to practice my piece.
Please wish me luck 
Before I start, I would like to thank my wonderful affie, ezzy, for remembering me on their Thanksgiving Day. 
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I have a new category it’s called Heart Talk. So much with my new category because it’s not really what I want to discuss today. But first, I would like to share a quotation, it’s a forwarded text message actually but I think it shows some significance. While reading it, I suggest that you also formulate your own thoughts, ideas, queries, comments or whatevers about the quote.
So, here it goes:
If two past lovers still remain friends, it mean two things: they’re still inlove with each other, or they never were.
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. When I recieved that message, I don’t know what or how to react that time because before I recieved that, my ex texted me. Â He even called me! But we’re not able talk because I’m busy practicing my oration. 
 What a sudden experience! 
My reaction, Yes, I do believe in that that quote, statement or whatever.
I think it is possible that two former lovers can still be friends because they’re still inlove. Possible isn’t it? Possible because through friendship they can still be as close as they wanna be. They can even use this as a cover-up for their hidden feelings. In other words, the feeling is still their but the moment is gone. So the best and most possible means they can be together and to “re-live” the moment is by being friends, “good friends”.
But I also belive in the second statement that if two past lovers still remain friends they’re never really lovers. There is also a possibility that they’ve interpreted the feeling of infatuation to the feeling of love. But you cannot blame them for doing so because love, as said by many, is the greatest among all feelings. And everyone wants to love and be loved back in return.
Now, as for me, I think that me and my ex are still friends because we’re not actually lovers when we’re engage in a mutual relationship. We just misunderstood what love really is. Maybe it is also because we both hunger for love – to have a lover so that we can feel how to be loved back in return.
I’ve realized those when he called me last night because no feelings are involved. And I’m happy that we’re friends – casual friends. Just like how we started. And it’s best to leave it that way. No more no less.
So, how about you? I’m sure you’ve also had your realizations about this. 
 Take care everyone! I’m going to blog hop now and return some comments. I’ll try to return all of them tonight, if possible. But if I’m not able to do so, I’ll continue returning comments tomorrow 