I’ve already recieved an email from ate ems regarding the domain she’ll register for me. I’m so excited because I have a new domain. But this not mean goodbye to this site. Yep, you read it right.. I will not move from this site to my new one.

I’ll do my best to keep my 3 sites all in good condition. Yes, I have 3 – this one, a secret site and the newly registered site courtesy of ate ems.

I’m sure you’re puzzled why I need to keep 3 blog sites. Of course I have reasons, but I don’t know if they’re valid enough to answer your queries, in case you have. Well, my top reason is I write randomly. My writing style is not smooth, literally. I love to write anything and everything under the sun BUT in a generalized manner. Second is I rank my posts. And last, having more than one site is really a hard job but I findit FUN!

Call me a nerd or whatever you want, because I know am not! LMAO. Just kidding. I just love to blog because am able to exercise my freedom of expression. I’m just thankful that I’m able to control myself because this site is not as sarcastic as the real me I’m really a sarcastic person.

Can somebody please answer this query of mine. I wonder why can’t I make really long posts! The longest post that I had done only contains 500+ words. I just wonder why am not that talented to write entries that contains a lot of words and is very long. I know am not making any sense here, but just wondering 

And for my thesis (this is my favorite part.. LMAO), only one more component and am up to the next level. The component I’m talking about is the longest part of the thesis… the review of related literature.

I’ll return comments tomorrow.. sorry, I simply can’t do it now.

My thesis is sucking every brain juice that I have. I just finished my Abstract, Statement of the Problem and Significance of the Study. Though these parts are just minute ones, I find it really hard just to finish each one of them.

I’m struggling very hard to meet my deadlines and to keep my 2-days-ahead pace. I really wanted to finish this thesis earlier than deadline because I wanted to assure myself that I’ll be marching on March.

My thesis also helped me forget about what I’ve written in my previous post. I guess I should worry for my future but I should worry first for my thesis because without this, I will not graduate. My Fundamentals of Research teacher is really strict when it comes to deadlines. When she mean it’s due on this date and on this time, it really means that so.. no more extensions.

I’ll just think about my “future college life” after I’m already assured that I’ll be graduating. Prepare for the worst I guess.

And speaking of the worst, I think I’ll have a migraine. I feel like my brain is being squeezed. It really hurts.. a lot!

Tomorrow is my free day because we don’t have classes. My dad will again accompany to some colleges, universities and hospitals. Yep hospitals, because some well-known hospitals here in the Philippines were also offering Science Courses. Well, in my case it’s Nursing and Pharmacy.

Honestly, I want to study Nursing in a hospital and not in a university.  I guess it’s practical because your mentors are not just intellectually wise because they can also perform the real thing. Got what I’m saying? I’m more than sure that tomorrow will be another loooong day for me.

Me and my aunt had a chit-chat yesterday, she asked me why my courses in mind were all “science-centric”. That is the only time I’ve realized that I didn’t consider my other field of interests.

Now I’m really confused. Do I really want to be a doctor? Or do I want to be somebody else? If I want to be someone rather than a doctor, what would I be? And what road do I need to track?

In all the universities I’ve applied for, all the courses written in my application form is Nursing and Pharmacy because I can use either of these as my Pre-Med. But how come there’s a voice in me telling me not to continue what I’ve already started.

If I’m going to back off, where will I go?

I always make firm decisions, but how come now? I guess, I also have the right to feel this way. I’m just a human being.