I’m so pressured with my thesis, this is also the reason why I’m 2 days ahead from my classmates (we’re following a step-by-step procedure in making our thesis). Pressure really makes more focused on things. Grrr… I’m such a procrastinator. I love rushing things up.

Moving on, I’m so fond of beautifying myself right now. Product of pressure, I guess. I’m usually like this whenever the tension rises up. Meaning to say, I have a very weird attitude whenever I feel pressured. Yep, weird.

My outlet, for now, is beautifying myself. Yep, you read it right, beautifying. Now, I wear make-up in school. I’m glad that they haven’t noticed it that much Well, except when I’m wearing eye liner. It really helps lessen the pressure I’m feeling. I feel calm whenever I apply blush-on on my cheeks or when I hide the dark circles under my eyes with the help of concealer! There’s even a time that I’m wearing a bronzer! It really felt good!

I’m chatting with aea right now. She told me that “Nursing destroyed many dreams”. Yep, she’s very right. How about you? How would you react on this?

For the comments, I’m really sorry. I’m doing my best to return them, but I guess my best wasn’t good enough.