Only a few more weeks to go and I’m going to school once again. Oops, remove once again because I won’t be going to study to the same school I’ve studied for 12 years. But I don’t feel happy nor ecstatic about that fact. I still prefer to be bum at home than to work my ass off there. I’m so lazy… damn! Why am I born this way?

I promised myself that I’m going to change that attitude of mine - that I’ll be serious this time. Ok, at least, I’ll try. I don’t even know how to be serious so how can I be one?

I’m always the happy-go-lucky-multi-tasking-procrastinator. I can’t even imagine how I passed grade school and high school without even getting a single red mark. Believe it or not, I’m telling the truth.

Many people don’t believe it. Their first impression on me is ‘I’m the persevering type’. I just wish that I am but the problem is I’m not. Though I’ve tried to be one but after quite some time I’ll go back to the old me.

Do you have any suggestions on how can I make myself better? If you have, feel free to write ‘em down. I direly need them, please! College is my one last chance to be better, and I won’t let that chance slip away, so please enlighten me