no longer “us”
April 14, 2009 6:11 pm

The friends and I have been together for 2 years but because the enrollment process is alphabetical, we are not classmates this term *bleh_yak* We’ve all been together during our “fresh” years in college and it’s sad that we have to separate midway. *bleh_yak* For 2 years, I’ve never felt the eerie feeling of dealing with total strangers because I know that I always have them behind me *doreamon* and I’m sure the same goes with them *stitch*

On the latter part of our sophomore year, we parted way with one friend since this friend is really decided to take PT while all of us will take Nursing. Yes, it’s hard but we thought that it will end that way – that us who are taking Nursing will be together until the year we graduate. NOT! *kitty_cry* Because the process of enrollment is different this term. *marie_sad*

And now, I’m standing on my own. I don’t know anyone from my class and I don’t have them with me. *bleh_yak* I’m trying to survive with just me. It’s hard… really hard. In fact, while I was walking on the same route we used to walk when we go home, I really, really want to cry. I really miss them. *chupchup*

This kind of feeling is really eerie. I thought that I can never find myself feeling so down because of this since I am always surrounded by good people which I call… friends *heartsss*

19 Responses to “no longer “us””

  1. monica Says:

    sayang naman :(
    ok lang yan, kahit papano gimmick parin if merong time ang lahat :D
    ako nga eh, graduate na pero halos lahat ng barkada ko nasa abroad na

  2. Kat :) Says:

    aaaw! i totally know what you feel sis.
    I’ve been new to canada now. And i so miss my friends back home.
    it’s soo hard dealing to new people. Like craaazy :P

    But you’ll get used to it. it’s only for a 1 term ryt? :)
    Meeting new friends is fun too :D
    hehe. takecaare!

  3. Ethel Says:

    what a cutie photo.
    ok lang yon na di kayo klasmeyt ng bessy mo at least magkikita pa rin kayo lagi.

  4. nancy Says:

    hellooo (: ! I am back ;D !

    well, wow~ you`re lucky to be in the same division as your friends,
    as I, am alone. well, I choose a medical/health department while my friends choose arts/media or science/math. so yeah ;P

    hope you enjoy!~

  5. Ms.Candy-Blush Says:

    I think kahit sino naman na mapunta sa situation mo, ganyan ang mafefeel. Pero okay lang yan, things will fall into places soon, makaka adapt ka din :)

  6. Ericka Says:

    Aww. Cheer up sis.
    After classes na lang kayo magkita. :) Hehe.
    Though its hard for you to spent your classes with total strangers. Make way to befriend them. ;) Para you’ll have NEW friends too. Malay mo, your new friend can meet your barkada eh di lalaki pa yung group niu. :D Good luck sis! Muah.

  7. kreez Says:

    aww.. how sad.. but its ok ganyan tlga. in this way you’ll prove na strong pa rin friendship nyo even you’re part away from each other. nakakamiss lang tlga kapag magkakasama kayo.. try to befriend to others also so that you’ll have many friends to lean on :)

  8. Nica Says:

    Sorry to hear about this. :( Bakit naman kailangan pang ibahin ang system? Haay. But don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll find some extra time to bond every once in a while. :)

  9. Tamara Says:

    Aw i know exactly what you mean =( when i first got into HS it was like that for me. I had such a tight nit of friends I never worried about being alone and scared as a freshman. Boy was i wrong. but in time youll grow to like the people around you & make new friends; but it doesnt mean you have to forget your old ones.

  10. janile Says:

    awtz,… how sad… kaya mu yan sis! you can survive! hehe,
    ako din, pag-coLLege na ako, mangyayari din yan.. huhuhu… sabi nga ng pinsan ko dito, mararanasan ko din daw yan… huhu.. nakakaiyak tLga!! pero kaya yan sis! maging matatag ka para sa mga friends mo! I’m sure pare-pareho kayo ng nararamdaman… :)

  11. Jizni~ Says:

    ohh, so sorry to hear that sis. how sad naman. i really felt the same way when i changed schools. :(
    but dont worry the good part is that you’ll meet new friends.

  12. Honeul Says:

    argh, I hate it when that happens. Kaya lage kami sabay mag-enroll ng mga friends ko dati para classmates pa rin kami pero di talaga maiiwasan na mapahiwalay ka minsan. Then you have to be with this “strangers” for the whole sem, it was a torture for me kasi lahat sila magkakakilala ako lang talaga ang napasama sa class na yun..

  13. Karen Says:

    aww, im sorry about that. but life goes on. Naranasan ko din yan sa FEU-manila din of course. Kaya mo yan okay? you’ll meet a lot of people pa. Btw, where mag p-PT friend mo? PT din ako remember? Hihi!

  14. Melle Says:

    well, it really happens.. =) but you guys can still hangout on your break time or something.. I know how to deal with strangers since my classmates are different on every subject but it’s good na rin.. atleast when i bumped into em they know me naman and they’re like- oh, she’s my classmate in *insert subject* .. so ayun mas maraming friends

  15. Adly Says:

    That sucks. I’m sure you’ll make new friends though. Good luck. :D

  16. Fia Says:

    That’s how college works. =) Try to make new friends. It’s hard to pass if you don’t mingle with blockmates. XD

  17. DYE Says:

    ganun ata talaga sa school nyo e. yung friend ko nursing din kada sem iba’t ibang friends meron sya. hehe! ganun na lang din gawin mo. :)

  18. Keiyt Says:

    Eeeek! It’s just like the first day in college, e?
    I don’t like that feeling. Go mingle with new friends! yay!

  19. Ash Says:

    Awww. Sorry to hear about your friends departing. Yeah, being comfortable knowing that your friends will always be there when you return to school is very well protective like. But hey, you all have to venture out? Sad but true. Well, it’s okayyy *hugs*. Those friends of yours should realize how much of a good friend YOU are. Meeting new friends won’t hurt :) BUt you’re friends will always be YOUR FRIENDS.

    Take care.
    -xo.

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