I really need help on this one.

I have a friend since 1st year college and we’re pretty close. Now, there is a gap between us (not only us but also among our 2 other friends).

It all happened during an announced presentation in one of our subjects. The class is divided into 4 groups and the first two groups will have to present something. I - and our 2 other friends - are part of the first group. And the friend I am referring to is on the second group. Both groups are not prepared for the presentation but my group presented. And while we are presenting, this friend of mine and another member from their group approached our professor and begged for a re-consideration. They said that they’re not prepared and hopes to present next meeting. Our professor agreed.

Everything seems to be alright until me and my two other friends slash group mates appealed. We said that the reconsideration that happened is unfair since the aforementioned presentation is announced. Because of this, the friend who is part of the other group is not happy with it. After this class, she left the room without a word. And on our next class, she finished the test ahead of time and left without a word again.

So, help please?

Let me clear this first, I didn’t appeal because of the grade. Yes, I am grade-conscious but I am not an ass who would do anything for grades. Moreover, friendship is on the line here and I’d rather have a grade lower than the average than to lose a friend. And the reason why I protest with the “it’s-unfair-thing” is because I cannot accept that a friend would do something like that. It’s like she used us for a good front so that their group can have a better grade.

I want to be friends with her again though. But I don’t know where to start. Also, I am determined not to make the first move because I feel like I’ve been used - we’ve been used for her sake.

So, what’s your say?

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According to Sheryl, myLot is a legit site. In fact, myLot already paid her. She even provide screenshots to prove this. And this is the reason why I am currently participating in the discussions in this site. Because I am hoping that I’ll generate some alms with it.

Now, allow me to talk about how great school is. Midterm is fast approaching and so is the deadline of some of the requirements. Also, it seems that my RLE class will add some grave-y tension to it. WOW! And the agony will start again tomorrow with a chapter test in Anatomy.

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I do not know if you still remember but yours truly is a medic in the making. And until now, I’m not yet done doing my assignment for Related Learning Experience or RLE. Good news guys, I only need to answer 4 more pages! I’ve finished 2 out of the 6 already. Hooooray me! But seriously, that’s still a long way to go.

I just posted this to let you guys know that I am still alive, alive alive! I’m just busy with school stuff though I am currently on my last week of summer vacation. How ironic, right, right, right?

By the way, have you heard of the Sichuan Earthquake that happened a few weeks ago? This earthquake killed 70,000 and left 5,000,000 homeless. I just posted them, in case you didn’t know since it is only today that got my eyes opened on that issue via OneManga.

Instead of having a truce with my friend, I think it would be better to just cut our ties.

In the past 2 years, a lot of things happened. And changes are inevitable. We changed and it’s sad that we cannot cope with each other’s changes. 2 days ago, we’re having a quite nice text conversation but due to some sarcastic remark that I’ve sent, I know I hurt her feelings. So the following day, I sent a message, an “I’m sorry” text message. She didn’t reply. It’s not that I’m expecting a reply or something; but it’s just that I’ve realized that it would be better if the two of us should just break our ties

I am the one at fault this time and I guess this is the best opportunity to cut whatever we had in the past.

I am like the antagonist in a tragedy. But I’m willing to swallow whatever prejudice that will be thrown to me because of this decision. And my basis for making this is not only our 2 years gap. But our whole friendship story.

I’m so going to have a headache right now. I just finished the manga version of Paradise Kiss and I’m pretty disappointed with the ending. I can’t believe that I sacrificed my time in watching Naruto just to finish this manga.

Actually, the manga is really a great read. It’s innovative since it does not have the old-fashioned logic. By the way, this falls under the Drama/Romance category. Sadly, I’m not open to innovation when it comes to Drama especially in Romance. Yes, I’m still a big sucker for fairytale endings. Whenever I read something that has a little bit of romance in it, I am always hoping that the prince and the princess would find their way back into each others’ arms no matter how powerful the witch is. Other than that, I am always driven to what I’m reading that’s why I always get frustrated whenever the turn of events didn’t go my way. I know it’s not something to brag about; but, isn’t it that it’s not something to be embarrassed of? I am like this ever since I was a little girl. I guess this is the effect of watching Disney’s Cinderella every day before I go to school. The logic that whenever there’s a princess, there will always be a prince who will fight for her.

It sounds silly and I admit that it really is. But do you know what’s the silliest part? I’m not an ounce romantic in reality. Not only that but I also hate girls who are pretending to be damsels in distress. In reality, I’m like that but whenever I’m reading a good romance material, my perspectives always change.

I don’t know if I’m being hypocrite this way, or even a poser. I don’t know… and I don’t care. All I know is I’ve lived with that kind of intuition since I was a kid.

Ang weird no? (translation: Isn’t it weird?)

Nga pala (translation: By the way), I have an award from nika.

Ang sweet ano! (translation: isn’t it sweet?) Anyway, I’m passing this award to: Mina, Kat, Sherica, Claire and Ate Ems.

That’s it for now. I’ll blog hop tomorrow. I’ll rest my eyes for the mean time. I’ve been reading for how many hours straight.