Tomorrow is the start of my final exams and I need to study. I don’t want to commit the same mistakes that I did last semester. I do not want to feel the same pressurizing atmosphere I had then because I wasn’t able to scan my notes thoroughtly. This time, I won’t fail - I swear I won’t!

I admit that I’m a grade-conscious type of student but the problem is, I rarely study. Yes, I rarely study because I am so lazy and I do not want to study at all. But I am not being a hypocrite when I stated that I will study this time. For I will really do it because I need to pass and get good grades.

By the way, to those who are about to enter college… think, think and think before persuing a course and deciding on a school because once you stepped in already, it’s hard to go back - very hard! So before you decide on something, think about it a million times so that you won’t be having regrets in the end.

Yes, I have a lot of regrets but I can’t go back now and a part of me doesn’t to.

I’ll return comments tomorrow night. For now, I’ll concentrate on Chemistry. It’s one of my majors so I really need to concentrate.

I shall leave Witch Yoo Hee at 13. I have decided not to go any further because I no longer like the series. I think it’s way too dragging and I no longer like it. So, I’ll stop watching it. I feel bad because I’m only 4 episodes away from the finish line. :smirk: It doesn’t matter now, I’m not happy with it so goodbye!

School has started yesterday (01/03/07). This means that I’ll be going back to my usual life.

Can’t compose thoughts right now. Sorry if I can’t compose any decent entry these days. I guess the sponsored thing is sucking most of my brain juices for I can no longer afford to make a decent post for myself.

I don’t know if it’s possible to call this a tradition but every year I usually have my year-end realizations. Like what I’ve stated in one of my previous post (the one that features my New Years Resolution), I rarely have resolutions because I prefer having realizations. Believe it or not, I got the idea of having year-end realizations from an anime - it’s Boy’s Be. I think it’s the second to the last episode. :heart:

Last year, I posted my realizations on Christmas Day. I really do not what happened that time but my last post for the year 2k6 is on Christmas day. The post is entitled Thank you’s and Reminiscence and my post for this year is entitled ‘happy new year to you!‘ because I cannot think of a more appropriate title.

So, to my realizations. The first semester of this year is probably the most mind-boggling one. Who would have thought that choosing a university is so hard? Oh yes it is so hard! Especially if you take your friends into account. There are times that you would choose something that is out of plan. That’s what happened to me - I ended up in the university that doesn’t even crossed my mind but I guess I’m glad that I ended up there. More than that, my friends are studying there so it’s just like high school. But of course, there is a part of me that is questioning the decision I’ve made. Though my conscience keeps on asking me a lot of “whys” and “hows”, I’m settled already and nothing can ever change that.

I’m happy with my decision though it’s hard to cope at first. You see, I’ve pursued and fought for where I am now just to be with my friends but none of them were my blockmates! But I guess that’s life and come to think of it, if those things didn’t happen, I will never meet the wonderful people that I call my “college friends” now.

Sorry if this is way too long. I have a lot of realizations this year - college taught me a lot.

During the second semester of this year, my family is faced with so many problems. Since it’s about my family, I won’t spill the details here. I am just glad that were able to push through. I admit that during those times, my optimism is gradually drifting away but God is so kind, He never let me down in those times. Also, He even gave me a lot of things that I never asked for. With all honesty, I’m trying my best not to cry while writing this part… yes, I’m teary-eyed right now! :eek:

I’m going to end it here though there are still a lot of things that happened to me. But those 2 are the most-highlighted ones. And now, I’m off to return your comments. :heart:

I admit, there are times that I write to impress people. I know many would disagree on this especially the “writers” because we all know that writing should be a form of expression and not impression. But before you bash me, you close your browser or you leave my site… please hear me out first… Please?

Yes, as stated above, there are instances in my life that I write to impress people for the sake of having a good grade. Back in 4th year (12th grade), I have a journalism class and in order to get an A, I really have to impress my teacher. If I can’t impress her, what grade would I get? I don’t want to settle for a D or an E.

I am now a college student and no more journalism for me but I’m into blogging and am writing sponsored posts. If I can’t impress or should I say, meet the advertiser’s whims preferences, then no money for me.

As I’ve said I am a college student now and I have 2 classes that concerns creative writing. I am not a creative person but I’m very good in flattering people. It’s hard to explain it, let’s just say I am a versatile writer… and I always want to meet the expectations of my teacher/s.

You’ve heard me. Thank you very much! But of course, there are times that I write to express. :heart: And I think it’s very obvious that when it comes to writing blog entries, I’m writing my heart out and not my brain out! But the thing that sucks if I do this is that, I do not COPYREAD my works so most of them have typos and grammatical errors.